jueves, 23 de enero de 2020

"Just die what you forget"

And you are unforgetable.

From whenever you are, take care of your grand-daughter.
We always will love you.

jueves, 8 de agosto de 2019

Vulnerable

I've recently met a couple who are disturbingly similar to us. They are making me feel so many new sensations.

Their daughter gave us a fright at home and they had to run to the hospital. Finally, she is fine. Everything returned to their own right place. But I felt heavily vulnerable. I was really really scared for her, who I've seen just 3 or 4 times. We don't even know each other for a month, and now this is happening to me.

I had my baby girl in my arms and could not feel any relief.

"That's empathy." have told me "calm down, everything is gonna be ok".
But I just couldn't stop thinking on her... Little baby.

When you have kids, the more strong you have to become, the most weak you are. I'm still amazing with this AMOUNT of new thoughts and feelings.

This couple, now friends and even family, is incredible too.

lunes, 22 de julio de 2019

Hurry up! If you can.

Woaah... I've read last post, when I was 7 months pregnant. And what a huge amount of memories! I miss that belly so much! My little sweetheart was always with me, but fear made me blind and I couldn't enjoy that so much.

Now my baby girl is six months old. Amazing, don't you think? Time pass over so quickly and now is dificult to me keep going with slow life. All my progress with calmed way of life is gone. Is sweetly gone.

All this new stress and the constant hurry up feelings are worth it. You feel alive. Insanely alive hahaha and is all because of her. I DO am so so full of love.

martes, 20 de noviembre de 2018

Baby.. Boom!

Woaah... So many things have changed! And all them together are inside my head without a break.
It's crazy the flow of my thoughts right now. It seem couldn't be that much, but always can.

I'm 7 months pregnant now and I'm still not recognizing my body, her face at the 4D Ultrasound or the bedroom beside mine full of kids stuff.

Even with all new problems that will come, I feel excited to focus myself in another little life who deserves all and try to do my best. I feel so in love with my bae too.

Who knows, maybe I change this blog for a maternity one.

martes, 22 de mayo de 2018

Hygge

It seems that nowadays is trendy rename old concepts like "Happiness" and gave them a new title in multiple languages.

My new term of today is "Hygge", the same as "Ikigai" but this come from Denmark. And dumb of me, I've a new reading in my Kin-chan (my own rename of Kindle lol) about that.

Are this topics really useful? I loved "Ikigai", but I'm starting to have my doubts.

I'll tell you.

lunes, 19 de marzo de 2018

Heavy days

Days like this are heavy ones... I don't know why but is difficult think clear or properly.

Is hard to lift your feet from the floor in every step. It is not easy keep my mind On and not fall.

jueves, 22 de febrero de 2018

Slow Life

I've just discovered a new trendy concept that I think I'm going to adopt: slow life.

I'm startig to read about it now, but is a good flow to integrate in ourselves. The only against thing I'm on until now is the fact that is fashionable, like a trending topic or a yellow jacket from a shop.

I do not like "it things", trending topics or tags; I would like most a way of life than that.